non

last night mom said my hair was starting to look like amy winehouse's so this morning i used conditioner and brushed it out. now i have some clay in it from pottery today.

i've decided i'm not so good at pottery and don't enjoy it all that much. it's fun but not as fun as my painting class or drawing. could also be because my ceramics teacher isn't very good, she's either not in the classroom or is just walking around. there's not so much teaching as just leaving us at out wheels and consulting her when we have questions.

i found a new artist i like today, jen yang. the above picture is by her.

i should just go to an art school. honestly it's all i enjoy doing really.

i wish i never had homework. that i could go and learn and come home.

why am i so lazy? i am the laziest person i know. i just love sitting, i love being in bed. i love watching tv. 

i feel as though i'm going to go through life and not make a difference. nothing will change. no one will be affected by me.

counting the days til we move. there is nothing for me here. no, not a thing.