i thought about sending that message back to d for 2 days, the message containing only the definitions of waste and waist.

i thought about it for two days to make sure i was sure, 

i regretted it immediately after sending it.

note to self, just becuase you think about it for 2 days to make sure you're sure does not mean you're sure.

i just hope he writes back so i can really ognore him. please dear Lord make him write backkkk.

i feel really sick today. i keep getting shooting pains in my stomach, so painful that i freeze and stiffen up, they're so horrid.

and i'm so dizzy but that may just be because i've been blowing my nose alot and making my head sick.

i just want to crawl into bed and watch the first 2 seasons of one tree hill, but i can't becuase i don't have seaosn 3, 4, 5 and such and it's still airing.

maybe dawson's creek?