I'm so horribly socially awkward. It's gotten worse as I've spent more and more time at home and away from other people.

I get so anxious when there are people I don't know around, I stutter and say things that don't make sense or I just stand there awkwardly.

I hate silence becuase I feel like that means I'm boring but I don't always have something to say.

I overanalyze situations and that makes it harder.

I wish I could be as natural around other people as I am at home.

Maybe that's extreme self confidence. I have self confidence, I just have a problem interacting with people.

I interact with my cats just fine though.

ps. thank you for all the kind words.