I have an interview for that little bookstore tomorrow, and I totally thought I wasn't going to get one because I was supposedly supposed to get a call the 3rd week of June and it's the 2nd week of July almost.
But still, I don't deserve anything from Him. Like this.
I'm also volunteering at Heavenfest on August 8. Again, I filled out an app online a while ago but after a week or so I didn't think anything of it, I really didn't think I'd get it in the first place at all, it was mainly out of boredom that I filled the thing out.
But I'm so excited! Man! Again, I'm sucking at life recently, especially my spiritual life since I haven't been praying consistently at all and have barely been reading my Bible.
Aaand as soon as I get accepted I'm going to enroll for classes at PPCC, not that I won't be accepted because c'mon, they have to accept you (unfortunately).
Then after maybe a year or so, maybe even one semester, who knows I'll transfer.
Right now Patrick Henry is looking really swell but -
a.) It's expensive. Expensive.
b.) There's a scholarship offered for the complete Journalism study thing but I don't know if I'd be able to get that even if I become qualified because I'm starting out at a different college, I don't know. The scholarship requirements are pretty intense and because of my background in High School I tend to underestimate myself too severely perhaps. I really don't know, I don't have anything that proves whether I'm "smart" or not.
c.) It's in Virginia, that's far, far away. I have a hard time spending one night away from home, man.
Sometime I'll probably get into why I'm choosing journalism, but not now.
And the depression is fine during the day usually, it's when I'm about to go to sleep that I get a really nice, unhindered view of how my life is and what it looks like. It doesn't look anything like I'd like it too yet I cannot complain. I can't. Out loud at least.
Well Mom's threatening to turn GG on within an allotted time with or without me so I'm going to go and try not to yell. She's just really stressed recently and thus extremely, ridiculously moody.
Ps. Where are you Tiffany!?
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i am herrrreee. i'm subscribed to you on google reader now. :0) i'm eating green grapes right now and i just choked on one. acid burning down my throat...
hey guess what. 2 weeks ago i looked up my name in google and your blog is one of the websites on my search. it's on the second page, from when i commented on one of your posts. (i deleted the comment b/c i didn't want people to find your blog through a search engine but alas my name is still there.)
oh man heavenfest sounds neet. maybe you will see you-know-who...
i like journalism...but it's a tricky field to get into, what with magazines and newspapers closing down left and right. the media is dyinggggg. pah!
we need a better form of communication y/n?
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