Derek: How are you holding up? Hmmm? (Kisses her) You've been up for like, what... 36 hours?
Meredith: 48. But, I'm good actually. I feel like it's all gonna be ok. Like we're all gonna keep our jobs, and we're all gonna be amazing people, and live amazing lives. (feels her forehead, Mer giggles) Unstable childhood.
Derek: (Smiles) Ah, yes.
Meredith: I get calm in a crisis. This is a crisis right?

I just remembered that I had a horrible dream last night that someone killed Shiloh and then Knox and Vivenne. And I cried alot for Brangelina, and I think I would cry if it really happened also. Not even ashamed.

Dvd buy list:

Because I Said So

Runaway Bride

Raising Helen

Because I Said So

Part of me wants to keep my major, finish up with an AA in journalism and then try to go to art school.

Part of me wants to change my current major to art.

Part of me wants to stop college after this semster and try to go to art school (with absolutely no money)

Part of me wants to just take art classes (in addition to going to school or working)

Basically I'm more confident that I want to pursue art even though I don't have the "raw talent"

But my brain tells me that I should finish up my degree in journalism because I also have talent in writing.
I don't want to pick between the two!

But sssshshhhhh. I still needa pray about it.